I have loved.

I have been loved.

And I will continue to love.

"Forever and Today" - Tupac Shakur

U say that u'll love me forever but what about today
As the dusks become dawns and the years pass on will u love me the same way
if so let us rejoice and bathe in constant pleasure
if not spare my heart today and I shall recover before forever
And if my doubts and ?'s upset u, forgive my fragile heart
I just wanted 2 know if  you'd love me forever
before today would start!

She's a bad, bad girl.

I broke someone's heart, but it wasn't on purpose.  Sometimes personality just isn't enough.  I'm sure you've all come to the conclusion that looks aren't everything, but when it's nothing at all, you'll have a new found prospective.  So anywho, that's over and done with.  I found out that the cancer I have is NOT benign, so my day has gotten that much better.  I also found out that I had an abnormal chest CT scan which now has to be reviewed and redetermined.  Keep in mind, I turn 23 next month and if I don't get it all done by then, it'll never get done.  I've gained 10 pounds in the past month but my diet hasn't changed at all.  My stress levels have sky rocketed and my blood pressure is beyond normal.  And just when I thought things couldn't get anyyyyy worse - the one person I wanted to turn to for help has once again, put me on hold.

All I need in this life of sin?  Apparently me and a good book.

Why do I fall for the jerk in people?  It gets me everytime and yet I still LIKE it.

I'm not going to lie.  I'm using pure skill to write this blog and I'm completely drunk.  I pregammed at Lora's house with John and then we went to Friends where we met with Melissa, Seong, Richard, and Lia.  When happy hour hit, well  hit the floor.  We ended up at Kings club, spending a fortune and heading home.  Apparently, everyone was too drunk to handle themsleseves.  I had to take care of Lora and then I brought myseflf to the crib.  I'm hunrgy but I know if I eat, I'll have serious after effects so sleep it is.

Pictures to come.